went ycs meeting yesterday. something which i havent been doing for the past 4 years? everything seems so familiar. the people and the surrounding. it's somewhere where i called my 2nd home last time. HA! we shared and did reflections. the feeling's great!!! didnt want to go down at 1st coz was so super tired but i still drag myself down coz i can't leave yvonne there alone!!!! and partly to support boquan coz he's conducting the session. Ya. so went down, and the only pple i know there were von, kelly, boquan, valerie and vikash. the rest are like small kids?

anw, boquan showed us a short video clip which i think makes me reflect a little about my life? the video is about this guy who was borned without limbs but yet, he does things like normal pple. he doesnt give up. he even give talks in school to inspired those students. how we should stand up on our own when we fall down. he thought us how not to give up on life. he doesn't blame god for not giving him limbs. instead he said that whatever he has now is beautiful enough. so.... look at us? complain this complain that. maybe i should get the video from boquan and show u guys huh. so i'm sitting down here at my work desk, with a super blocked nose and i'm thinking back about the video. well...

think people!!! think about yourself and your lives. have u ever blame god for not giving u anything when u ask for it? it was than u curse and swear and say it's not fair or whatsoever. than when he gives u what u want, have u ever give thanks? well... i done all the above. i prayed to him only when i'm in trouble. i prayed to him when i needed something. and when i've got what i wanted, i forget abt him. i ought to reflect. haiz....

YCS also leaves me to think and reflect, think and reflect, think and reflect.........